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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in the ""J"" journal:| September 11th, 2005 | |
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| 12:03 pm [Link] |
Today... Well it's September 11 today. I hate this day. I woke up this morning and I was like, "oh good it's Sunday, I get to stay home today." But then I realized what day it was and I was like, "Oh...it's Septemeber 11...eh." And I felt all icky. It's almost like how I feel on October 17 when I wake up cuz that's the day when my mom passed away. It's not a good feeling. Weird thing is though I didn't lose anyone on 9/11 it's just sickens me how that day something so awful as killing innocent people can be done by terrorists. Plus I know how if feels to lose someone you love so I feel really bad for all the victims that lost family and loved ones on that day. Think I will wear today the New York City shirt I bought when I went to NYC in May. I visted where the WTC used to be and it was just so sad, and you get like an errie but yet calm feeling looking at the deep hole where the buildings were at. (Calm cuz I feel as if all the people that were killed are watching over that area) So that's what I will do today, wear my shirt and do homework. Yea homework....that should make me feel better :-p Current Mood: |
| September 4th, 2005 | |
| 11:06 pm [Link] |
Busy Weekend Wow what a weekend, I sure did alot. Let's see, yesterday I went to see Alan and we hung out at his house and he took a pic of my hair lol. Then when we were hungry we went to Subway to eat dinner and then we stopped by my house. It was getting late so he just crashed over here and I brought him home in the morning. I dropped him off on the way to Six Flags cuz it's on the way. Sarah and I decided to go for a few since we have a season pass :) Oh and I got to take the Scion!! YAY! I had it alll weekend. When Sarah and I got to Six Flags we were surprised to see that it was not crowded! Good thing :) So we spent the whole time at the water park. We waited in line for the new water coaster. You sit on a raft and it takes you through drops and tunnels. It's fun! The first drop was so steep that I couldn't even sceam lol. And when we went through the tunnel water squirts at you so hard that it clogged my ears for a second! It sure was fun but I don't know if it's my fav. Then after that we went to another water slide. This one wasn't a coaster but it's still fun. Then we hung out at a pool that has water falls and stuff. After that we ate nachos and I called my sister to tell her I am going to be a bit late for the my neice's b-day party. Good thing I called cuz it turned out that someone else got her the gift I got her! Grrr I hate when that happens. So after I dropped Sarah off at home I had to go to Walmart return the gift and then go to Target cuz the other thing she wanted wasn't at Walmart. So after that I go to the party and chill and eat. Then after that I go home get all comfy and do some homework. And here I am now :-p I am tired!! Whew Current Mood: |
| August 25th, 2005 | |
| 09:53 am [Link] |
Hmm what to do? Ok so I got the last of the Howie with my card pic, you can see them at the xanga entry which has the link to photobucket for the Aug 9th show! So I didn't end up going to Six Flags yesterday cuz Sarah's "boyfriend" had to work. So I don't even know if I will go at all. I may go with Alan but idk....he doesn't like Six Flags much lol. I just want to enjoy the sun damn it lol! I know Sat I am definitely going to the beach though :) Did I tell you I went to school on Tuesday to talk to the psychology adviser so I can know more about being a psychology major? Well I did and he asks me what I want to do with that, and I told him I want to councel people and especially kids. Unfortunately the school I go to doesn't have a program for Child Psychology, but they do have one more family thearpy :) So he sent me to another adviser in the family thearpy department and I talked to him. He said I can be a school counceler (but I dont want to, cuz I need my Praxis and school councerler sounds boring lol), but he also mentioned this Master degree program that is called, Marriage Counceler/Family Thearpy. It's both in one! I like the family part but the marriage part....eh...I don't know lol. It will be kinda funny if I do become a marriage counceler though cuz of my whole situation with TJ lol. So now I have to decide what to do. Do I switch from education to Psychology, and if and when I am in Psychology, do I go into the program for Marriage Councelling/Family Thearapy? Boy do I have alot to think about. I think though, what I am going to do is finish this Fall semister as an education major and try to pass the math Praxis, but the written part this time. If I pass then great, if I don't then I will switch and get my bachelors in Psychology (which will take about 2 years tops), and then probably go into the Family Thearpy (which in order to get a masters in that it will be 3 extra years after I get my bacherlors) So I can be a Family Thearapist hehe! So we will see! Alrighty enough boring talk! lol bye! Current Mood: |
| August 22nd, 2005 | |
| 10:37 am [Link] |
Fun in the Sun Yay yesterday I went to the beach with Sarah! Finally after 11 yrs of knowing each other lol. It was fun! At first I was all worried it was going to rain cuz there was a big chance of storms, but thankfully it didn't and the day was great! Bright, warm, and sunny....great beach day! :) We got there and thought it was going to be crowded but it wasn't! We think it's because it's the end of summer and kids are getting ready to go back to school. We went in the water for a bit and that was fun. Then we got out and took pics lol. We walked along shore to the other side of the beach and onto a boardwalk to take more pics. The funniest thing happened when Sarah wanted to time her camera so both of us can be in the picture at the same time, so she timed the camera and after she pressed the timer button she ran to get in the picture, and as she ran she fell flat on her stomach on the sand and her hair went everywhere! lmao! That was just tooooooo funny omg we were cracking up sooo much! She wasn't hurt or anything so it was fun to joke about it. Then after our walk we sat on our towels and ate some chips and dranked our warm water lol. Then we played mad libs cuz she brought the game with her hehe. They had a beach version so that was cool. Then after that we decided to go back in the water but since it was later in the day all the jellyfish were out more and it's jellyfish season so that wasn't good. We couldn't even get back in that's how many jellyfish there were! grrr evvvil! So we just sat on our towels and got a tan. We are both dark now :) So that was my day! I can't wait to get the pics developed! Since this is my last week of summer cuz I go back to school next Monday I am going to try to enjoy it as much as I can. So Wed Sarah and I may go on a double date to Six Flags and hang out at the water park. There is a slight chance we may not go though cuz her "boyfriend" works. Either way I may just go with Alan or just with Sarah or something. Then during the end of the week I want to go back to the beach with Alan for the day. Try to catch what's left of the summer sun. It's just too sad how summer comes and goes sooo fast. Waah! Oh well, it will be nice I guess for a change of season. So guess that's it...bye bye! Current Mood: |
| August 19th, 2005 | |
| 04:11 pm [Link] |
Damn Math! So yesterday I went to school to buy my school books. I did not expect it to be that expensive :( I spend like my whole pay check :(. Waah. Get this, for one class the teacher wants 15 books!!!!! And another class she wants 9 books! WTF! Yea they are small paperback books (which now that I think of it I could have gotten at the library) but that still doesn't make it right to order that many books! That's crazy! I don't even know if I will continue with school. Ok here's the thing, my second option besides being a teacher is to be a child psychologist or thearpist. So I went to the counceling center and I talked to an adiviser about that. She said I can get a bachelor degree in Psychology BUT here's the catch, I can't do anything with it until I get a masters degree which means I have to go to Grad school which means before I go to Grad school I have to take a test that is called MAT and/or GRE which includes MATH! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't be a teacher because I can't pass the math praxis part of the test and now I can't be a psychologist because I have to take a test that has basic math and they look at your score. So pretty much I am doomed. My only other option is to try to do BOTH, teaching and going into grad school for Psychology, that way I have something to fall back on incase one doesn't work out. But more than likely I will just work at the place I work now for the rest of my life, only difference is that it will be during the day full time. My life is sooo depressing. I swear math follows me like a shadow and is ruining my whole damn life! Current Mood: |
| August 17th, 2005 | |
| 12:22 pm [Link] |
My BSB pics! Here is the link to see my BSB pics from the CT show! Some are best than others especially when you get down to the digital camera pics it looks better as small thumbnails cuz if u maximize it looks grainy and distorted (pos camera lol) but then others digital ones don't sooo whatever, maximize all then lol ;) ENJOY! http://photobucket.com/albums/b184/Chee Current Mood: |
| 12:19 pm [Link] |
My BSB pics! Here is the link to see my BSB pics from the CT show! Some are best than others especially when you get down to the digital camera pics it looks better as small thumbnails cuz if u maximize it looks grainy and distorted (pos camera lol) but then others digital ones don't sooo whatever, maximize all then lol ;) ENJOY! Current Mood: |
| August 15th, 2005 | |
| 11:36 am [Link] |
"Boston" BSB show! My concert review for 8/14 BSB show! What a night lol. First the drive there seemed like it took forever cuz we ended up being stuck in toll traffic which ran for miles. Then it was storming all day long, grrr! One mintute it was raining the other it wasn't and I hate my car in the rain cuz my windows suck! After the toll traffic everything was good and we didn't get lost, yay! At first I thought we were gonna be late but we got there at 7 so that was good. We would have gotten there at like 6 if it wasn't for the traffic. I didn't care to miss the opening acts cuz I saw them already in CT so my sister and I got a snack and we found our seats (not close like CT show but you can still see the stage perfectly). Then I got some merchandise for Sarah and me cuz she didn't have any money when we went to the CT show. I got a t-shirt with their tour dates on the back and I got a poster. Then back to my seat I went. Oh yea just to mention I had aisle seats so I was sooo happy cuz no one's head will be in my way....untill later.. but before I get into that let me talk about the show :) My sister was sceaming and dancing and just having a good time. She screamed more than me I think lol. It was great! I've never seen her like that, especially since she's 35 lol. The crowd for this show seemed more wild and loud than the CT show. I don't know if that's because I was sitting close to the stage at the CT show so I couldnt really see what was going on behind me, or if Boston fans are just louder lol. (haha they are prob just extra hyper cuz of the whole RedSox winning thing lmao) There were also less kids at this show and more adults and men with their gf/wife. It was great! lol It's cool how each show is so different but yet the same at the same time lol. I loved the part where Brian held up a little RedSox shirt that a fan gave him for his son Baylee. It was soooo cute!! OMG and in one point Nick KISSED AJ!! It was like on the cheek but going towards the lips, ahhh I hate that image lol. We are all so proud of AJ that's why cuz Brian made a speech about AJ's return to Boston after his rehab and how we are all so proud of him :) AJ thanked all the fans for sticking with him and it was just sooo very emotional that I sure thought I was going to lose it and bawl my eyes out, especially when AJ wiped his eye and walked away cuz he was gonna cry. I got teary eyed but I swear it just so emotional. I am glad he is so appreciate of his fans sticking by him through the good and the bad. I could tell the BSB were really happy to sing to the Boston fans because they are special to them (not that CT fans are not LOL) They seemed extra energetic (except for Howie, he seemed sad) and in one point Brian said, "I (meaning the BSB) am more excited than you". I am soo glad I went to that show :) I also thought that it was soo sweet how during many love songs couples in the audience would slow dance together :) Ok so the bad part of the show was when the announcer said that a severe thunderstorm warning is in our area and that all the people outside need to seek shelter. I can see the lighting outside and it started to pour so I was like, "oh no! those poor people". So somehow they had to fit all the people that were outside, inside! Sooo it got really crowded in there and my view was blocked with heads :( But it wasn't too too bad cuz I could still see. Then the show went on but then again the announcer spoke and this time they stopped the show for like 20 mins :( I was worried that they were gonna cancel it or something. So we all waited inside while they moved more people from the outside, inside. When the show finally started again Nick said, "thank you all for sticking with us, even if there was a hurricane out there the fans will stay with us no matter what!" haha it was great! Oh yea and then he mentioned something about having snow and rain all in one show lmao! (cuz for Siberia they make it snow). But it was kinda cool to be stormed in with the Backstreet Boys ;) hehe. Oh yea also for this show Nick and AJ seemed to hang out IN the crowd more than the CT show ,what's up with that? lol. So yup that's my review, it was a great show like always and now I just wait until the next time they come around :) Oh yea and the drive back home was evil cuz it was storming AGAIN! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. It was like storm after storm. But luckily I made it home safe and sound :) Yay for Backstreet!!! :D Current Mood: |
| August 14th, 2005 | |
| 12:36 pm [Link] |
Yet another BSB concert on it's way! Well I am all dressed and ready to go to yet another BSB concert lol. However I'm not leaving until 4. It's an hour and a half drive to the venue, the ride there will be fun, but I am not looking forward to the ride back because I will be sooo tired and plus it's night time LOL! I'll be fine though. I am going with my sister Jacky since Jess disappeared again. I have noo idea why she didn't even write back saying she couldn't go. How hard is that? It only takes a min of your time. Grrr, that girl! I was even nice enough to email her saying Happy Birthday. Oh well, anyways, I should go to Walmart soon to pick up my concert pics. I went yesterday and they were not ready!! The nerve! I dropped them off Wednesday at 1 and yesteday (Sat) I went at 12 and they are not ready? THEY BETTER be ready today! grrr. I get nerous that they got lost. Those are pics that can NEVER be replaced. I know I said before i would never go again to the pic center in Walmart but they are the cheapest lol, boy is that the truth. The lady said if I dont get them by Mon then it's free. I just hope it's not lost. Yesterday was fun. I went to Alan's house and we swam a bit in his pool. It was soooo hot even his parents went in the pool lol. Then we went to the mall with his brother who is leaving for college to Arizona for 2 years. We will miss the little guy :-p Anyways, so here I am waiting for the time to come when my sister comes over. I will take pics at tonights show but I am sitting farther back so I know they won't come out right :-p Ok well guess that's all. Current Mood: |
| August 12th, 2005 | |
| 02:47 pm [Link] |
My BSB concert 8/9 review! Wow! ok where do I start? The BSB concert was amazing!! I got to the venue at about 1. I joined some girls from the fanclub that were gatered around talking and listening to BSB music. We all hung out and around 2ish we saw Nick's bus come in followed by another bus. Security was really strict there so that sucked. I wanted to see the boys come out of the bus but that didn't happen :( Then at like 3 more buses came and I was hoping for the boys to wave but they didnt even wave or stick there heads out :( Me and some other girls were walking towards where the bus was gonna park but the security yelled at us to go to the front :( I swear it's hopless to see them close, let alone meet them :( Then I was thinking that I could ask people if they had an extra ticket for soundcheck or if they didn't have anyone to bring with them. Hey atleast I tried, but yet I had no luck with that. I was even considering sneaking in cuz I am sooo small lol, but I didn't want to get in trouble or something. So I sat outside while everyone went to the soundcheck. I swear, I came to the conclusion that I will NEVER meet BSB. I feel like everyone in the world is lucky enough to meet them. Grrr it makes me sooo mad! But anyways, when the soundcheck was over people came out and this girl from the fanclub (I think her name was Jackie) was nice enough to give the boys the card/letter I got for them. She said she yelled,"Howie!" and she gave Howie the card, and then she took a pic of Howie holding MY card!!! :D OMG that made me sooo happy when she told me that! Some people wouldn't do that, but she was really nice! Then I waited for Sarah to come and when she came we walked in and I was soo happy that cameras were allowed (I hid mines for nothing lol). I bought a program once I got in, but boy are the merchandise expensive. I may buy a poster though when I go to the show on Sunday. We then decided to eat nachos and sit in the lobby watching people win prizes. That's when I texted my BSB message to that screen. I wrote, "Sarita and JJ <3's BSB. Yippy Skippy!!" Unfortunetly they didn' t show it :( Anyways so then we walked to our seats and we found out that we had 11th row!! AHH! We were sooo close! The show itself made up for me never meeting them. They were so close it was like watching them on tv lol. And they all looked soooo hot!! lol. They sang alot of songs and I was soo happy when they sang Drowning cuz I never heard that live before. My fav part of the show was when Brian jumped off the stairs and right when he landed the pyros went off :D I got a pic of that!! Siberia was also my fav. It was sooo beautiful when the snow fell during that song! I love the guys, they act sooo goofy!! Haha my other fav part was when a girl gave flowers to AJ and he took it and Brian goes over to him and sings to him and acts all goofy lol. It seemed like AJ got the flowers for Brian haha! The lazer part was awesome too! The whole show was great, the dancing (especially with the hats), the singing, the clothes. Gotta love it when AJ came out with his chest showing towards the end ;) Oh and Kevin was brave enough to climb on the speakers and touch fans hands who were off to the side :) I am more excited now for my show on Sunday!! But unfortuetly I don't have 11th row :( I am in like the 46 row waaah. But I will still have fun. Maybe I can try to go to the pit area cuz alot of girls did that for the CT show. We'll see. Well, that's it. I will show you the pics when I get them. My digital ones came out but alot are grainy looking. Cheap camera lol. But hey I still like the pics. Current Mood: |
| August 8th, 2005 | |
| 01:24 pm [Link] |
Updates Yay TOMORROW is the BSB concert! :) *********************************** August 7th I had sooo much fun today! I went to Six Flags with Sarah and the first place we went was the waterpark. We went on this purple water tube slide that we've been meaning to go on for 7 years, no lie! lol. It was soo fun!!! A couple times I thought we were gonna tip over lol. After that we went on lazy river. It's like a moving pool that looks like a river and u sit on tubes and the water currents moves u and there are water falls and stuff that gets u wet. I was soo scared my top was gonna come off LOL. After that we went to this pool that has currents and u swim in it and it moves u right along this path and there are like water falls thingy. Its sooo fun! It's like lazy river except u go tubeless. lol. We spent forever in there :-p We also went in a wave pool :) After that we left the water park and we went on a mini coaster, hehe. Then we also been meaning to take antique picutres for the longest time and we finally did it today! YAY! We were western women and I am shooting a gun and I am holding a whiskey bottle and there is money on my garter LOL! I HAVE to scan the picture and show u Jackie, its hilarous! I look all worried in the pic though haha! After that we went on another coaster that got me dizzy lol and after that we went on the Scambler and then... OMG... then I played a game where the guy has to guess your age and if he is wrong by 2 years then you get a prize! :) HAHA I tired it once this one year and I won cuz I look so young! So I played today and guess how old the guy thought I was? He said I am 13! lmao! I told him I am 24 and I showed him ID and he was shocked! He took the microphone he had and said, "Omg" LOL! So I won again yayy! It was actually a prize for Sarah. She wanted the Yankees ball so I got it for her that way :) So that was my day and today I found out that today is Bestfriend' s Day! Oh and she couldnt sleep over today :( But Tuesday she will after the concert. YAY one more day cuz today is over pretty much. I can't wait! ************************************* July 27th Well I didn't pass again. Nothing new. I knew I wouldnt...but as I started the test the questions seemed easy so I got all happy that I may have a chance to pass. But nope. I was relaxed with the first few but then I saw that time was running out and I had a lot of questions yet to answer so I panic. Oh well there are other things to worry about that that stupid test. Like for example this kid who I worked with at the theater who has cerebral palsy died on Mon :( They say he killed himself. Poor guy. He was the sweetest thing and lived life to the fullest even though he was stuck in a wheelchair. He always made me smile. His poor parents :( He is in a better place now far away from this evil world. So yea about my test...I kinda find it funny that I didnt pass...I am going crazy. But u know what? If I dont pass the next time I am giving up on being a teacher and I am gonna look into being a counceler/physchologist. I like to help people and listen to them talk. Hell they pay more anyways than a teacher! I have to agree with Alan though cuz he said maybe this is all happening for a reason. Maybe its best if I am not a teacher because something better is out there for me. Think about it, I dont have to deal with all the bratty kids and get paid jack for alot that I do. So I guess I just have to wait and see where life takes me. Guess that's it....OH I get my BSB ticktets today. According to the UPS tracking number they should be here soon!! ************************************* Current Mood: |
| July 27th, 2005 | |
| 03:36 pm [Link] |
WAHH! I ALWAYS HAVE BAD LUCK WITH BSB! I knew it :( I knew I wasn't going to win but yet why am I sooo disappointed that I didn't win for the souncheck? The results are up and my name is not there. Let's face it I will never be close to BSB :( This really bites. Other people get to meet them and talk to them. Why not ME?! WAAAH!! I am sooo down now. And what's worse is that I take my math Praxis on Fri so I KNOW I am gonna fail that and I was hoping for something good to happen to me so when I fail I wouldnt be so down. Oh well I deserve it cuz I am such a bad person. Oh well...bye..... Current Mood: |
| July 25th, 2005 | |
| 04:06 pm [Link] |
My Vacation! Well I AM BACK! Did u miss me? :-p It was a fun mini vacation. Alan stayed a whole week I got so used to being with him that it felt so lonely waking up this morning and not having him by my side. WAAH! Oh well I will live lol. Ok lets see if I can write about the last week without having it being too long: Sat we went food shopping for the house and we ate out Sun we saw War of The Worlds...wait..did I post about this already? LOL! Mon we went to his grandfathers for a bit since he lives near me and he told us how to get to the beach and he gave us a map. Nice guy he is :) We also started packing and we bought food for the beach. Tues we headed out to the beach. It was only an hour and a half drive and we didnt get lost!! YAY!! It was fun trying to find our room though lol. When we finally found it we changed into our bathing suits and we took a walk around the area . Alan bought a shirt at a shop and I was going to too but I decided to save my money. Then we went back to the room to put sun tan lotion and get our beach towels and we headed off to the beach (oh yea and ate lunch). When we were on the beach we tried to find a place to put our towels cuz it was crowded but luckly we met this really nice guy who has a sister who owns a beach house right next to our hotel and he said we can put our towels on her property! He was soo nice. So we were not on top of people, it was nice. The water was cold though so I just wet my feet. There were really big waves too so I didnt go in. Alan and me mainly just walked on the shore and tried to get as much sun as possible. When it was getting late we decided to go in the hotel pool. It's heated so it felt like bath water lol. Luckily it wasnt too crowded so we stayed in the pool for a bit :) Then it was dinner time and we decided to check out the hotel restaurant. But it was too expensive :( So we walked out to a burger place a few blocks down and their food was good :) We brought it back to our place and ate at a picnic table facing the ocean hehe! It was great! Then at night time we sit on our balcony which faced the street and part of the ocean. We then decided to walk at the beach at night. I love that! It's like one of my fav things to do! It's so peaceful to feel the cool sand and hear the crashing of the waves as you walk with your sweetie hehe! Wed we hit the beach at noon and that's when we both got sunburned lol. Alan got burned really bad on his feet and his head! I got burned on my shoulders. But now we have a nice tan hehe. We took pics that day and he bought his digital camera but now he cant find the dics to view the pics so I dont know when I can see those pics :( WAAH! The pics I took with my camera came out and I will scan them soon. That day we also went in the pool and we ate dinner at another cheap place lol that was by the ocean. We then went back to our place and had drinks ( I had a strawberry Daquiri) from our restaruant and drank them facing the ocean and watching the moon come up :) It was sooo nice! Thurs we came back home but before that we stayed on the beach for a couple hours and we said bye to that nice guy. He said we can use their place any time :) After we checked out and stuff we drove to the part of the beach that Alan used to go as a kid. We walked around there for a bit and took pics. It was nice. Then we came back home and unpacked and got food to eat from the mall. Fri we bought a bit more food for the house and we pretty much just stayed home. Oh yea! I got my pics developed that day and we made tacos lol. Wow Fri flew by. Oh yea and there was a HUGE thunderstorm at night that freaked me out Sat I washed my car in my driveway cuz it was all sandy and salty from the beach. Then after we went to my sister's house cuz she got back from Vermont and we showed her my pics and she showed a bit of the vacation video. Then after that Alan and me went to Best Buy and the mall and ate Cotton Candy icecream lol. It was good. Then we took-out some chinesse food. Yumm! Sun it was sad cuz Alan went home waaaaaaaaah. It feels sooo weird without him. Even though we have our little moments we still love each other and can't live without each other. I wish I lived with him then we wouldnt have to worry about missing each other :-p So I guess that is it. Hmm if I forgot anything I am sorry :) Current Mood: |
| July 15th, 2005 | |
| 10:54 pm [Link] |
Vacation Ok well tomorrow my dad leaves for Spain and I get the house for 2 weeks without him :-p I hope everything goes well. I have been left alone for 2 weeks before so it's all good. Alan is coming over tomorrow and on Tues we are going to RI and come back on Thurs. So that should be fun :) I finally scheduled my math test :( It's on July 29th. This time I made for the early afternoon and see if that makes a difference cuz all the other times it's been in the morning. I really dont feel ready but I felt ready last time and I failed so I really dont know :( WAAAH! Oh well... in other news I have a chance to see the BSB at their soundparty through the fanclub but I highly doubt me out of all people will be choosen. I have to be in the top 10 out of all the fanclub members going to the CT show. There's like 30 I think or 25 fans. Oh well *sigh* Well guess that's all. Current Mood: |
| July 8th, 2005 | |
| 11:49 pm [Link] |
My birthday... Well I had a pretty good birthday. When I woke up I walked to the bathroom and I see a card and a box on the tiolet seat cover LOL. It was from my brother! Sooo sweet! This is like my first bday that he actually gives me something. It turns out he gave me a watch! It's funny cuz my watch broke last week, the battery died and I guess I told him that I needed a new watch but I didn't think he would think much of it. But he actually listened! Aww so yea, it's a nice watch and it's silver and purple. However I have to take it to a jewler to down size it cuz it's a bit big. He also gave me a cute card with a cat and it's purple! Inside he wrote from your BIG bro even though he is younger than me :-p We just always joke that he is older than me cuz it feels that way at times. So then later on my dad gave me card and my sister came over with her kids. The kids made me glittery b-day cards! Too cute :) And they gave me old teddy bears that they don't want anymore lmao! I swear on my b-day is when they clean up their room haha. My sister gave me 2 pairs of pj's one for summer and one for winter. They are cute! And she gave me cheetah bathroom towels!! Oh yea u know I like that. And she gave me an icecream cake. YUMM! My fav! I am surprised she gave me anything cuz the NY trip was supposed to be my b-day gift. So then after we ate cake, my sister left and I waited for Alan to get home from his brother's house. It took forever lol. But I finally got to his house at like 4. He gave me a cute cheetah card! Awwww it says, "I'm glad I spotted you" hehe. Then later on we went out to eat at Ruby Tuesday. So yea my dad was pretty good for the most part. However...I come home to find out that a certain someone didn't tell me happy b-day It makes me sad you know? What can I do? Nothing! I sure as hell won't tell HER happy b-day on HER b-day cuz I will be having the time of my life at the BSB concert!! Ok well guess that's it...byez Current Mood: |
| 12:20 am [Link] |
BIRTHDAY!! ~*~*~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!*~* Current Mood: |
| June 29th, 2005 | |
| 04:04 pm [Link] |
Weird World Ok soooo what shall I talk about? July is coming! My favorite month! The 4th is coming and then my birthday is next Friday! Omg I am going to be 24 :( Ok ok it's not that bad I just like to exaggerate lol I have noooo clue what I am doing for my b-day/ Probably nothing. Then July 19th will come and I am going to the beach with Alan for 2 days and 2 nights. I can't wait. We both need a mini-vacation. And my dad is leaving to Spain for 2 weeks and I think one of those weeks Alan will stay here with me. So that should be fun. I still can't stop listening to "Never Gone" I love it! I can't wait till the concert! Oh! and the Scion came and I drove it with my dad last Sat to Target. It runs soo smoothly. I wish it were my car already, but I have to wait 5 years. Guess that's it...I really should re-schedule my math Praxis test but I am scared. Grrr I should just do it! I have been seeing the tutor so I think that helps a bit. We'll see. Ok that's it... Current Mood: |
| June 22nd, 2005 | |
| 12:00 am [Link] |
Class of 05 What a messed up morning I had. I wasted my whole morning! :( I went to my school to get turtored. Well I had to go in this room and there was like 4 people there and only ONE tutor who happens to be a student. He goes around and helps people BUT he spends like 30 mins on one person. And so I wait and wait until it's my turn. But then this girl walks in while he is working with someone and and it's supposed to be my turn after the kid he was working with but the tutor goes and helps the girl that walked in! I was there longer than her! OMG! The tutor had to leave soon cuz he had another class and it was getting late for me anyway sooo I got up and walked to the secretary who was right across from there and told her what had happened and she said that she will have a talk with the tutor and that she is very sorry that had happend. I told her it's not her fault and that I will come back another day. Grr that makes me mad! I never have any lucky with that, it's like I am not meant to pass that stupid test :( Anyways so then I go to the bank (haha) and then the store to buy my brother a graduation card and stuff. Well, I get home and I empty everything out and the card is missing! Grrr! So I go all the way back to the store and tell a worker what happened and she sends me to another place...what place is this u ask? It was customer service BUT the worker who attended me was a kid I knew from high school who had crush on me and I turned him down once when he asked me to a dance... I am bad I know. So he was the one who told me to go get another card. What a day. However, I came home, ate lunch, and I made a reservation for Rhode Island in July for two days! Alan and I are going to the beach yayy! Can't wait! I got like the perfect hotel cuz it's right on the beach and the rooms are cozy and it has a pool It cost an arm and a leg but oh well :-p lol I need to have fun! So now I am waiting to go to the graduation. *sniff* my little brother is growing up. WAHH! Then afterwards we are going out to eat. So I will write later..bye bye! **************************************** (Later that day) ust got back from my brother's graduation. It was nice. It sure felt weird to see all the kids I used to babysit for graduate. Time sure does fly. It also brought back memories when I graduated 5 years ago. After the graduation we went out to eat but alot of places were closed cuz it was late...FINALLY after trying 3 other places we went to Chili. So now I am full..and happy lol cuz I was getting cranky without food and stuff :-p So it was fun though. Haha I didn't see TJ (his sister graduated), but I did see his mom and dad and brother. So he must have been working or something. Oh well, glad I didn't see him though :-p Hmm well guess that's it. I am soo tired, so NIGHT! Current Mood: |
| June 15th, 2005 | |
| 03:33 pm [Link] |
Foot update... My foot update.... :-p Yesterday at work I was swinging my foot under my desk and I hit the end of the desk with my bad foot. It didnt hurt but then like an hour later my foot hurt when I walk. Then this morning it was sooo cold out (well chilly, compared to the last few weeks). So my foot was kinda hurting this morning but I figured it was the weather change. I had my foot appointment today so I told the doctor that it was hurting a little. He moved it again and it kinda hurt but he says it looked fine. He gave me another xray just in case. But everything is fine. He told me that it takes time to heal and he sees that I AM getting better. I asked him if my toe will be stiff forever and he said no ,and that I should't worry about it.. So thats good :) He told me some thearpy I can do to move my toe. He told me to walk backwards lol. And I asked if I can go swimming and he said that is excellent thearpy. So I am glad Alan has a pool :-p The doctor told me to come back mid Aug if I don't see a change or if it gets worse and to take the medicine still but take less of it each day. So we'll see. I hope by the end of summer my toe/foot is back to normal. Current Mood: |
| June 14th, 2005 | |
| 10:26 am [Link] |
Finally! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have good seats for BSB! I am down close to the stage row M! That is not bad cuz I had row V for Otown at the same place and u can see close! YAY! I am soo happy FINALLY! Current Mood: |
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